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One mom. Eight kids. A baby store. Subscribe for stories, product drops, and the occasional emotional spiral (with a coupon code). Part retail update, part real-life journal. Always slightly unhinged.

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Woman kneeling beside a quiet lake, head bowed, gently releasing a red heart into the water as a cluster of hearts floats nearby, with wildflowers and a white dove overhead.

JM#22: This one feels terrifying to share

Disclosure: This is my raw, unfiltered email series — part journal, part story, part processing out loud. You’re stepping into something personal here and just semi-polished for readability. My faith is a big part of my life, so you’ll often see it woven into these entries alongside everything else I share. If you’d like to catch up on past entries, you can find the full archive here (each one is labeled JM#[entry number] so you can read them in order). Entry #22 • March 17th, 2026 This was...
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JM#21: Carrying the glass

Entry #21 • March 10th, 2026 Escapism Thoughts “What petty crime could I commit to get myself 3 hots and a cot?” “What if I just kept driving west for as far as I could get before having to turn around and be back home at a reasonable hour? Maybe I could make it to Richfield, Utah…then turn around and come back.” Disclosure: This is my raw, unfiltered email series — part journal, part story, part processing out loud. You’re stepping into something personal here and just semi-polished for...
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Watercolor-style illustration of a pregnant woman standing in a dim hallway, leaning slightly forward with one hand on her lower back. She blows sparkling “pixie dust” from pursed lips as a breathing coping technique during labor. A softly lit living room

JM#20: Catching my own baby

Entry #20 • March 3rd, 2026 Wow. It’s kind of serendipitous that this is Just Me #20. The only reason I say that is because I’m about to share birth story #2, as promised, since a birthday is coming up…my oldest will be 20. Oof. What. Can you please have a moment of slight freak out with me? Thanks. How did I get here? This makes me feel like I’m getting old, but I’m not. Right? RIGHT? Disclosure: This is my raw, unfiltered email series — part journal, part story, part processing out loud....
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Display of organic baby clothing on wooden slat wall, featuring a white bee “kind” onesie, pink floral rompers, pastel dresses, bows, and folded baby joggers neatly arranged on shelves and hangers.

JM#19: I love it. I hate it. I’d still choose it.

Disclosure: This is my raw, unfiltered email series — part journal, part story, part processing out loud. You’re stepping into something personal here and just semi-polished for readability. My faith is a big part of my life, so you’ll often see it woven into these entries alongside everything else I share. If you’d like to catch up on past entries, you can find the full archive here (each one is labeled JM#[entry number] so you can read them in order). Entry #19 • February 24th, 2026...
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An elderly couple smiling together in a cozy indoor setting, the woman standing behind the seated man with her arm around him.

TMBTC: So Apparently Colorado Baby Is All Grown Up

Issue 8 • February 10th, 2026 Hahahahaha. Oh man. I’m sitting here peeking through some recent newsletters, cracking up at myself. How pathetic. And I keep saying out loud, “Man, I have SO much fun writing these.” And I know I’ve already said that before in a newsletter. But seriously — that’s how much I enjoy it. Ask Sharon in the store if I ever shut up about it. I don’t. Poor thing — subjected to my antics all the time. Can you imagine?? And yet she’s stuck around for six years now....
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Me and my friend Rachel standing outside a coffee shop with our children, smiling together.

JM#18: Hope, seen in hindsight

Entry #18 • February 3rd, 2026 My January Ritual From my journal on 1/14/2026: 2025. DEEP. SIGH. DEEP. EXHALE. What a year. A year of what felt like constantly holding my breath. My flesh felt like it was in a constant chokehold but thank God He sustained my spirit. He gave rest to my weary soul. God sustains. That was a tough year. A shaping year. I think it would be worthwhile to reflect here on the hard things that I persevered through…all with God right by my side. Where to start… I...
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girls playing basketball, at a moment of a free throw shot. The shooter is jumping high while taking her shot.

JM#17: Haha, turns out "Slow" January is a lie

Disclosure: This is my raw, unfiltered email series — part journal, part story, part processing out loud. You’re stepping into something personal here and just semi-polished for readability. My faith is a big part of my life, so you’ll often see it woven into these entries alongside everything else I share. If you’d like to catch up on past entries, you can find the full archive here (each one is labeled JM#[entry number] so you can read them in order). Entry #17 • January 27th, 2026 Hi. Did...
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TMBTC: I probably shouldn't be left alone with a keyboard.

Issue 7 • December 28th, 2025 Haha…yes. I’m hitting send on this while most normal people are sleeping. Middle-of-the-night email energy. Shoutout to all my nursing moms up with their littles — YOU make the world go ’round. I don’t know what I’m doing other than sitting here at my laptop on a Saturday night (my favorite night of the week to work…wow…that makes me sound like an absolute business nerd with no friends or something), eating puppy chow from leftover holiday treats. It’s delicious....
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A young mother and father sit together on a bench, the mother cradling their newborn baby swaddled in a mint-green blanket while both parents look toward the camera.

JM#16: I missed my baby shower—but met my baby instead

Entry #16 • December 23rd, 2025 Last week, I started telling the story of my first birth. This week, we’re picking it back up—mid-chapter. If you’re jumping in here, you can read this as-is. But if you want the whole arc, I’d recommend going back and reading JM #15 first. By very popular request, I’m slowly weaving my birth stories into Just Me. This one is the beginning of everything. Disclosure: This is my raw, unfiltered email series — part journal, part story, part processing out loud....
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